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It was to be a simple surgery and a short stay with a promise of a very sore throat. Note: tonsillectomies were very common in the 1950's.

Sometime during the surgery I found my self on the ceiling in the corner of the room watching the doctor and his surgery room staff frantic about "stop the bleeding," and "we are loosing her," statements. I was only 5 yrs. old but I can still hear the words and see the intense bright light and the red blood on the little body below as I watched them from above.

It was only a short time for my experience though I understand later that I was in surgery much longer than expected because of a "few" complications.

I didn't see Jesus, a higher power, relatives or go through a tunnel but I thought it was a strange being up in the corner of the room at the ceiling.

Note: I was a child that believed in Jesus as my parents were Roman Catholic.

The next thing I remember is waking up with a very sore throat and telling my mother this story. The physician thought it was a great imaginative story until I told him what he spoke out loud to his surgical staff. He stated that yes, there had been some problems with a nicked artery but that it wasn't life threatening...

...Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I started dreaming intensely and many of these dreams involving family members came true.

These dreams became even more intense as I got older. By the time I was in high school, I dreaded going to sleep. One of the dreams were about my older brother having something in his eye. The next day, he walked into a boiler shop and an 1/8" piece of steel was projected into his eye, which blinded him. I also had short visions of future occurrences i.e., seeing a woman before she was hit by a van and stating that she would be hit by a van. I asked God to take away this "ability."

I also am fairly intuitive at the present time and my visions and thoughts are accurate at least 85-90% of the time...~connie's NDE

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I could hear voices saying to me to "Remember" and "You have to let them know" and "You are being shown." There seemed to be many voices coming from different sources, but the underlying message was to pay attention to what I was going to see and I was suppose to remember. "DO NOT FORGET!" I began to think about my life and I wandered if it was going to be like my auntie used to tell me that our lives would be played back and we would be judged accordingly. But as I was thinking about it I could SEE all of the things I did throughout my life just as they happened but faster; showing the good, the bad, and the ugly. Everything I was proud of and every dirty little secret I kept hidden from everybody. But, there it was, only this time I felt remorse, fear, and shame for my indiscretions. I could understand very clearly that we all have negative things in our past, but became aware that we must account for all that we do.

I could see people below me at what felt like another level. I didn't feel as though I were floating above them, but just that I was at a higher viewing position, but my feet rested on air. I could see thousands and thousands, if not millions of people moving about aimlessly. Each person emitted strong feelings of foreboding, pain, and fear. "These are the lost," a voice told me. Then, as though it was reading my mind, "This IS real." I began to feel afraid. But even my fear paled compared to what I felt coming from the people. "What is waiting for me?" I wandered.

I could feel my intoxication level increase. "Drunker than you can ever imagine!" I was out of control. I wanted something, someone, to hold onto. I could hear laughing and giggling that seemed almost child-like. But, it carried an air of seduction. As though it wanted me to think it was something it wasn't. But, my drunkenness controlled my inhibitions. I felt a form come towards me that was not male or female; young or old; living or dead. I felt like it was mocking me each time it laughed.

It made me mad, but at the same time I was overcome with a strong desire to have sex with this being. Again it laughed. "You fucking bitch!" It came closer. I began to caress it and kiss it. I felt even drunker, even more out of control. My mind was telling me this was ALL wrong. Everything I had been taught to be good and right was now not making any sense. When I looked down at the being I was REALLY SCARED!!!! My strong sexual desire was taking control even though I felt everything was wrong about this "person." Wrong age (it appeared very young - childish), wrong sex (I'm heterosexual), and wrong morally (it exuded evil). It seemed to feel my apprehension.

As it lay down and began spreading its legs it began to grow into a woman. Like none I had never seen! Very seductive and beautiful. She pulled me down with tremendous strength and kissed me hard on my neck and shoulder. Again she laughed! This time it was VERY intentional. I could feel the pain begin to return to my chest. I looked down. There was blood everywhere! The being began to bath in it! I felt something grab me. "Get out of here!" "What are you doing here?" I was surrounded by people tugging and pulling on me. "Why are you here?" I looked down and the woman was gone. In her place was a little girl who sat up and smiled at me. I felt like I was in real trouble; that I had done something wrong. Was I evil? The blood continued to flow. I frantically looked around for help. There was none. The people began pushing me away and yelling at me. "Remember to tell them."~ John's NDE

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