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31 May, 2017 12:49:10
31 May, 2017 13:58:28
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31 May, 2017 15:40:14
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31 May, 2017 18:03:42
glance left wrote:"else SEEING is scattered and without cohesion"
Only in terms of ones compulsion to cling to memory. The abstract is down there, a vast yawning expanse. There's cohesion....its just that its incomprehensible in terms of "memory" as its known. Its an option....and some choose it.
31 May, 2017 18:12:36
rosygyro wrote:glance left wrote:"else SEEING is scattered and without cohesion"
Only in terms of ones compulsion to cling to memory. The abstract is down there, a vast yawning expanse. There's cohesion....its just that its incomprehensible in terms of "memory" as its known. Its an option....and some choose it.You must recapitulate fully at depth at death. Recapitulation "during life" is necissary in orderto escape the cloying embrace of the eagle, the eagle consumesthose areas of your spirit attatched to social conditioning.I.e. if you have no social conditioning you can slip past the eagle.I think it would be a grave error to try to detatch from the "lauchpad"pre-emptivly.The toltec recognition that power is ground out of personal challengescan find greater depth in the generic challenges all human share.i.e. we have some very human traits that are not made by personal historybut by collective history, To resolve aspects of those is to change the feeding ground the eagle has access toat your death.on this planet , at this population densitywhen you die hundreds of others will also be dying or recently deceased, in the same slice of timeIf it is indeed a feeding ground of the eagle upon the habitualthen once you have resolved your personal historyyou can complete only a modicum of generic collective history warriorshipand the eagle will find you too unbountifull in terms of wasted perceptionto even bother(or be able to) snapp at chya with its beak.critically however you will still be seated uponthe source of your human life.
31 May, 2017 18:49:44
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2 June, 2017 03:39:48
2 June, 2017 08:25:54
glance left wrote:"I could go back and forth here, but I won't."
The neither will I.
"first person i have heard who thinks being severed from the tonal is progressive"
"severed" seems a little abrupt. "Weaned" maybe is better
2 June, 2017 15:57:42
You're speculating, to a degree. It's understandable, most "pick and choose" as you say, and leave the more hurtful stuff untouched/swept under the rug to hopefully leave and forget...but it never goes away.
To address you're example and to be specific. I was sexually abused as a child. And, upon endeavoring upon this path, have gone right back into those moments, to the best of my ability with the best of my awareness, via the recapitulation. Right into the heart of the beast, so to speak, rekindling all that horror mixed with sexual response when I was a pre-teen. It's an ugly combination that leaves years and years of distorted compulsion in its wake that's difficult to process and resolve. Yes, the dwindling echoes of that trauma are still here...and I'm still willing to address them, as infinity sees fit. In as such, I let infinity do the picking and choosing. I'm not beyond cringing.....reflexively pulling away when faced with moments that stimulate what's left of that trauma...or other myriads traumas I've engaged. I'll acknowledge that. But the intent to face what needs to be faced is here. Infinity knows. Infinity sets the agenda and the pacing. "Whatever is needed" is my response.
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